Thursday, December 31, 2020
Wednesday, December 30, 2020
VACCINATED
Monday, December 28, 2020
Thursday, December 24, 2020
Wednesday, December 23, 2020
CRACKED CHRISTMAS
Thursday, December 17, 2020
A SONG FOR NOW
The album cover image is not about the song I am sharing here. I heard only a fragment of it and spent the night searching the internet for the rest. It's not the well-known romantic Santa Lucia, this one is by singer-songwriter Francesco De Gregori.I've translated his lyrics for you but not well enough.
Santa Lucia
For all those who have eyes
and a heart, when eyes are not enough.
Tranquility for all those who go to sea,
and for every tear on your dress,
for those who didn’t understand.
Santa Lucia,
to those who drink in the night,die in the night,read in the night
and fall under the last train.
To friends who pace back and forth,
to those who have lost heart and wings.
To those who live at crossroads of the winds
and are burned alive.
To easy people who never have doubts,
to our crown of stars and thorns.
To our fear of the dark and of fantasy.
Santa Lucia,
the violin of the poor is a sunken boat,
and a little boy on the second floor,
who sings and laughs out of tune,
he has far to go, make it sweet for him,
down to the rain in his shoes,
and even his solitude.
Tuesday, December 15, 2020
Friday, December 11, 2020
CONSCIOUSLY CONSCIOUS
What's on my mind is consciousness. The older you get the more you should think about it, not so much think but explore. Sorry for saying SHOULD. Wait, no. I'm not sorry. The only reason I said sorry is because I thought it's not correct to tell people they should or shouldn't think this that or the other but we do it all the time don't we? If it's incorrect then I admit to being frequently incorrect. So?
Consciousness is on my mind because that's the most mind-blowing thing which can possibly be on anyone's mind. Whether consciousness is in the brain or the brain is inside consciousness or some other explanation wraps it all up, no subject is more exciting, as I see it.
Wednesday, December 02, 2020
DECEMBER ALREADY
Can it be the first day of December already? Last December was only five minutes ago. The speed of light decreases every year, I'm sure. So this is now last year but also this year, minus five minutes.
Monday, November 30, 2020
SMALL AMAZEMENTS
Amazing little things that happen. Trying to open the un-openable lid of a small new container of black peppercorns because lid designers don't care whether they can be opened or not of course when I finally attacked it with a knife blade the peppercorns rolled all over the kitchen floor, perfect tiny spheres ecstatic with freedom glissandoed into every crack and crevice even though I pursued them with a spoon. I'm sure I will find colonies of them hiding and multiplying pepperly forever.
Then there was the unexpected shadow play in the bathroom. Sitting on the toilet I suddenly noticed that if my right hand was lifted up it cast a double shadow, one in black and one in colour! So I made shapes with the fingers and thought of Plato. But did he see shadows of one hand in two different colours? On the bathroom floor? I don't think so.
Tuesday, November 17, 2020
Thursday, November 12, 2020
SOFA UPDATE
Sunday, November 08, 2020
DEMOCRACY WINS!
Friday, November 06, 2020
LET THE COUNTING CONTINUE
Of course he will contest it. Of course he'll continue to claim it's all fraudulent, a conspiracy by Democrats. That's what despots and dictators always do and what their supporters and imitators do. It's not over yet.
Latest US election news.
Monday, November 02, 2020
CONSPIRACIES OR THEORIES?
Suppose, just for example, you're considering adopting a vegan diet and you read an article by an eminent scientist/nutritionist/doctor/sport star stating that eliminating meat and all animal products from your diet seriously endangers your health and that of yourcurrent or future children.
a} Do you, because of the eminent status of any of these influencers/experts decide that the risks of radically changing your diet are too great?
b) Do you research the expertise /eminence of the author of the article and make your decision based on what you discover? For ex: the expert happens to be a shareholder in a meat processing industry, or a dairy company is sponsoring the sports star. Etcetera etcetera. Do you conclude that the 'danger to health' warning is fake news, part of a conspiracy by big businesses worried about the rising popularity of veganism?
c) Do you do further careful research into pro-vegan as well as neutral sources and weigh up the evidence according to your informed judgement and gut feelings about people you've personally consulted?
For the above example you can substitute any controversial subject which has had the label Conspiracy attached to it.
Some people are absolutely sure of one (or more) of the following: a) All conspiracy theories are imaginary. b) If you can smell smoke there is a fire somewhere. c) No human being is beyond reproach. d) Top Experts, top Institutions and top People must never be suspected or accused of being involved in conspiracies because they just wouldn't be, would they? If you think they are then you are delusional.
Having said all that,the question remains: when an issue is huge and the risks of misinterpretation genuinely dangerous, how do you effectively and truthfully separate the wheat from the chaff?
Saturday, October 31, 2020
THE TIMES THEY'RE NOT A-CHANGING
Are these times more politically corrupt, chaotic, vindictive and deceitful than ever or is it that pandemic isolation makes us more aware of it all?
The vicious, relentless, unjust campaign to destroy Jereremy Corbyn continues unabated. They didn't only want him out, they want him crawling on his knees slobbering for mercy, signing an admission of guilt and accepting to be burned at the stake.
He is not going to sign since he is one of the rare politicians who value integrity more than popularity and he knows that the accusation of antisemitism is a vile smear against him, deliberately fabricated and orchestrated. Evidence of this is obvious to anyone who takes the trouble to search for the facts behind propaganda.
Friday, October 30, 2020
REMEMBERING SACHA d'ARBELOFF
On this date 30th October twenty-four years ago my beloved father Alexander (Sacha) d'Arbeloff died in London aged 101. I've written about him several times here and my in--progress autobiography. At the moment I don't want to add words but here's a short video I made in 2011: Eternal Return, a visual poem about the nostalgia and mystery of my Russian ancestry, on my father's side.
https://vimeo.com/33949025The soundtrack is Alexander Vertinsky, famous Russian cabaret singer of the 1920s, singing Liliowy Negr (purple black). My father loved Vertinsky's songs and with my mother Blanche saw him perform them in Paris nightclubs at that time. The photo of Sacha below was taken by George Cserna in New York 1955.
Eternal Return: my Russian ancestors from Natalie d'Arbeloff on No comments:
Friday, October 23, 2020
BIDEN 10 - TRUMP ZERO
Thursday, October 22, 2020
HAIR TODAY
Tuesday, October 20, 2020
SELF-IMPRESSION
I was expecting delivery of a new sofa to replace the exceedingly uncomfortable, decrepit one I boastfully re-upholstered in another bout of DIY a while ago. I realised that the new sofa wouldn't get through the door of the living room and the only solution was to remove the door. This is what I proceeded to do. Unscrewing the rusty screws from the hinges was slow but not impossible (I stood on a box) but the middle bit, a long rubbery thing fitted into a hole, took a lot of tugging and wrenching. It eventually gave in to my efforts and the heavy door was released. Impressive, eh?
Well, yes, but the door being heavy I only managed to lean it against the wall. The delivery men brought the new sofa and, hurrah, it fitted through the door-less doorway. Now I have to ask a neighbour to help me put the door back on its hinges.
Friday, October 16, 2020
HIDEOUT
Friday, October 09, 2020
GICLEE PRINT OF "HABITS"
For the benefit of anyone interested, this post is about ordering Giclée prints of the image above: Habits-Stanislavski-NdA or other images by me. To get prices for Giclêe printing I contacted dStudio a company specialising in working for artists. Their website is very informative and well worth a browse.
I must now give a little lecture on the words giclée and limited editions because, as Michael Caine once said, not a lot of people know this. If some of you are experts on these matters please yawn quietly.
1.Giclée is from the French verb gicler - to spray or squirt - which is what inkjet printing equipment does. The difference between ordinary inkjet printing and Giclée printing is that the latter uses light-fast,pigment-based and longer lasting inks in a wider range of colours, printed at much higher resolution, producing sharper, more intense and durable results. Another crucial factor is that Giclée can be printed on a wide variety of media including museum-grade archival papers, canvas etc.
2. Limited editions: as an artist/printmaker who has created and printed on a hand press a great many limited editions in various techniques such as etching, relief-printing,collagraphs, stencils, monoprints etc. I get a bit pedantic when Giclée prints are called “limited editions” and priced as highly as if they are the same thing as hand-printed artist’s original prints. They are NOT the same thing. Each print in a bonafide traditional limited edition is an original, hand-inked from an original block or plate drawn by the artist. The Giclée printing process is excellent and produces excellent digital reproductions of an artwork. Nothing wrong with that and I’m happy to make use of this process now and then. But I am not jumping on the bandwagon and charging for a Giclée print what I would charge for my original prints. paintings or other artworks. End of lecture. Down to business now.
For an A4 size (29 x 21cms) GICLEE print of Habits-Sanislavski-NdA on Hahnemuhle 100% cotton Photo Rag 308gsm archival paper, plus a certificate of authenticity, I'm asking £60 which covers my costs and allows me a modest profit. You can pay me via PayPal or bank transfer. If in London you could if you wish collect a print from me, but dStudio will deliver prints anywhere. Their rates for delivery (see their pricing page for different options.) Please add relevant delivery charge to the £60 when you send me your order and include the address where you want the print or prints delivered.
Anywhere in UK: Standard delivery: £3.40 Europe: £6.50 USA and rest of world: £7.50Wednesday, September 30, 2020
DEBATABLE
The best of America now seems to be in shadow, in chiaroscuro, while Trump and his cohorts prance around in ominously hypnotic technicolour. The Trump-Biden "debate" was another illustration of an unbelievable yet factual state of affairs. Biden isn't the ideal opponent but at present he's the only alternative to catastrophe. He urgently needs to get out of the shadows and inspire voters to stop the Trump ascendancy.
Saturday, September 26, 2020
HABITUAL INSPIRATION
Tuesday, September 22, 2020
MY VERY OWN CATARACT REMOVAL
The glint in my eye is not a glint: it's a reflection on the plastic shield taped over the de-cataracted eye which I must wear for a week every night when I sleeo but can take off in the daytime. As yet I have no idea what the world will look like through the doctored eye. We shall see. Goodnight for now.
CATARACTING
Saturday, September 19, 2020
A PARAGUAY CONNECTION
Wednesday, September 09, 2020
LATEST PORTRAIT
Friday, August 21, 2020
I DO NOT LIKE THE NEW BLOGGER FORMAT: HOW TO OPT OUT?
Sunday, July 26, 2020
HIP OP UPCOMING
Saturday, July 18, 2020
PRE-OP SELF-ISOLATION BEGINS
Friday, July 17, 2020
Friday, July 03, 2020
OP DATE CHANGE
What's good for eliminating eyebags apart from teabag compresses or digital trickery? And did you know that age makes your nose grow?
Saturday, June 27, 2020
Thursday, June 25, 2020
NEW HIP IS IN THE WORKS AND ON THE CARDS
Thursday, June 18, 2020
SORRY STATUES
This would make sense. Because, let's face it, who apart from pigeons and dogs ever pays attention to these monuments? How many passers by ever give them a second thought or know who they were, unless they're the big household names?
Monday, June 15, 2020
Tuesday, June 02, 2020
I INVESTIGATE THEREFORE AM I?
I know this is an unrealistic expectation. Can we ever see ourselves and the life we’ve lived as if it were a still-life, an arrangement of objects in specific relation to each other inside a frame called Time? Truly see the elusive creature we address as “me”.
NdA. Self-Portrait, Los Angeles 1956. |
Saturday, May 30, 2020
Tuesday, May 26, 2020
Wednesday, May 20, 2020
Monday, May 18, 2020
Friday, May 15, 2020
Wednesday, May 06, 2020
Saturday, May 02, 2020
SHOWERING THOUGHTS
What I'd like is a waterproof recording device that can be attached to the tiled shower wall and remotely connected to my computer so that I can ruminate into it and then see this later on my computer screen as well as printed out on paper.
Now it's almost 5pm...FIVE PM...and I haven't been out to do my shopping yet.
Back soon with another installment of the illustrated memoir.
Thursday, April 30, 2020
BLANCHE, MY MOTHER
Young Blanche in Paris
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PARENTS
I tried at various times to paint my father's portrait from life but I couldn't 'get' him, he was too close and too elusive. He died in 1996 aged 101 and I painted a portrait of him in 2003 (second photo) from the first photo below, of the young Sacha, newly arrived in Paris from Russia. The third photo of him was taken in 1955 by Hungarian photographer George Cserna whom I met in New York.
My father newly arrived in Paris from Russia |
Sacha as a young man. NdA 2013. Oil on canvas. |
My father in New York 1955. Photo by George Cserna. |
THE ARTIST AT NINE
PAST POSES
Sunday, April 26, 2020
MORE PAST MADE PRESENT
Below are a few from the treasure trove of photos I have. Some have served as material for paintings or constructions. Is one's experience of family, from childhood onwards, the most powerful creative raw material?
My mother, my older sister and me in Royan, France |
With my father in Paraguay. |
9 year-old me in Los Angeles with parents and sister Annie.