I'm starting 2019 with a bang! All will be revealed in the first week of
January. Meanwhile, my friends, happy New Year and may all manner of
blessings rain down on all our lovely little heads today, tomorrow and
everyday hereafter.
Saturday, December 29, 2018
Saturday, December 22, 2018
Wednesday, December 12, 2018
A BRILLIANT LAUNCH
Beautiful evening on Monday hearing Simon Armitage read from his
translation (Middle English to modern English) of Sir Gawain and the Green Knight and seeing Clive Hicks-Jenkins' joyous illustrations for this
book projected hugely on a screen in the holy but not austere ambiance
of St. Dunstan-in-the West on Fleet Street.
Wine and mince pies were on hand, courtesy of Faber & Faber the book's publisher, but best of all for me was finally meeting Clive and his life-partner Peter Wakelin, in real life. Clive and I have been friends at a distance for years but until now never managed to be in the same place at the same time.
We both have been closely associated with the Old Stile Press, working with Nicolas and Frances McDowall on some of our artists' books. To actually embrace Clive and Peter last night, two gifted and life-enhancing individuals, was a thrill I won't forget.
Wine and mince pies were on hand, courtesy of Faber & Faber the book's publisher, but best of all for me was finally meeting Clive and his life-partner Peter Wakelin, in real life. Clive and I have been friends at a distance for years but until now never managed to be in the same place at the same time.
We both have been closely associated with the Old Stile Press, working with Nicolas and Frances McDowall on some of our artists' books. To actually embrace Clive and Peter last night, two gifted and life-enhancing individuals, was a thrill I won't forget.
One of Clive Hicks-Jenkins illustrations for the bool. |
Simon Armitage reading from the pulpit at St. Dunstan, 10 December 2018 |
St. Dunstan-in-the-West, Fleet Street |
Printmaker Dan Bugg in foreground, Clive Hicks-Jenkins in the middle, Joe Pearsonat at the far end, | 10/12/18 |
Saturday, December 08, 2018
LATEST SELF-PORTRAIT
I
started this self-portrait last April, worked fast, didn't like it.
Turned its face to the wall. Occasionally stared and fiddled with it.
Left it to marinate for a few months. This evening I finished it.
I've been emerging all my long artist's life. Does anyone ever stop emerging?
Self-Portrait as Emerging Artist. 2018. Oil on canvas 25 x 30 cms
I've been emerging all my long artist's life. Does anyone ever stop emerging?
Self-Portrait as Emerging Artist. 2018. Oil on canvas 25 x 30 cms
MOOD-ALTERING RECIPE
If I'm annoyed with myself, the world or any other temporary irritation,
there's a simple remedy which never fails to banish the mood.
I put on a record and dance. The music must have a steady beat, a strong rhythm, nothing avant or après-garde. Some country & western, some rock & roll, tango definitely, samba, yes. Couldn't care less if my choice of dance music is un-cool. I'm on my own, dancing solo, and if my hip joints ain't what they used to be, so what? I can still move to the rhythm, it still frees my mind and lights my fire.
Tonight it was Waylon Jennings. If you're rolling your eyes, roll away! It's fun and it works. Choose your music and dance!
I put on a record and dance. The music must have a steady beat, a strong rhythm, nothing avant or après-garde. Some country & western, some rock & roll, tango definitely, samba, yes. Couldn't care less if my choice of dance music is un-cool. I'm on my own, dancing solo, and if my hip joints ain't what they used to be, so what? I can still move to the rhythm, it still frees my mind and lights my fire.
Tonight it was Waylon Jennings. If you're rolling your eyes, roll away! It's fun and it works. Choose your music and dance!
GLITTER
Way back when I was Hatshepsut, I liked wearing silver clothes. Still
like a bit of glitter. Glitter today, fade tomorrow. Or maybe: faded
today, shiny tomorrow?
Tuesday, December 04, 2018
TO BACH
This
painting is finished. It's the first in a new abstract series I'm
embarking on. The title of this one is To Johann Sebastian Bach because
it's what some of Bach's music feels like, the movement in space it
conjures up for me. I'd love to animate this painting. Maybe I'll try.
To Johann Sebastian Bach. December 2018. Acrylic on rag paper mounted on board. 44 x 45 cms
To Johann Sebastian Bach. December 2018. Acrylic on rag paper mounted on board. 44 x 45 cms
Monday, November 26, 2018
INTERVAL
It's winter already. Pleased with myself for spending less time at the
computer and more on art work. But then there's an idiotic kind of
guilt. Guilty for neglecting........what? My facebook audience? Sitting
in their seats, waiting for the show to start? My ongoing onewoman show.
Idiot guilt. I'll post something soon, don't go away.
Thursday, November 15, 2018
BACK TRACKING
Over the years, a multitude of years, I've accumulated hundreds,
maybe thousands of notebooks, diaries, memos, sketchbooks into which I
poured thoughts, ideas, projects, questions, answers, observations.
Whenever I come across one or more of them it's like reconnecting with a
long lost friend....so much to catch up with. I don't recognise some of
the things I wrote, they seem to come from a part of my consciousness
I'm not familiar with but intrigued by.
I'd love to find someone who could transcribe all this handwritten/drawn stuff into some digital format so that I could review it as a whole and decide whether to do something more with it. Do any of you know of such a person or service?
I'd love to find someone who could transcribe all this handwritten/drawn stuff into some digital format so that I could review it as a whole and decide whether to do something more with it. Do any of you know of such a person or service?
Thursday, November 08, 2018
WORK PROGRESSING
Democrat
gains to be thankful for in the US elections but the world news in
general seem to be moving at the speed of darkness rather than light.
What to do except to keep on keeping on?
Here's a new work in progress, still a lot to do on it. Am focusing on light, colour and unfamiliar space. So far untitled.
Here's a new work in progress, still a lot to do on it. Am focusing on light, colour and unfamiliar space. So far untitled.
NdA. Work in progress, untitled. Nov.2018 Acrylic on rag paper. |
Tuesday, November 06, 2018
NOT THINKING
Wednesday, October 31, 2018
STILL BLOGGING AFTER ALL THESE YEARS
A week ago Rachel Barenblat, AKA The Velveteen Rabbi, invited a few long-term bloggers, including me, to participate in a celebration of at least 15 years of blogging and to answer the question: Why the hell am I still blogging?
As a result, a few of us who, via our blogs, became offline as well as online friends, opened a joint document to share our thoughts and agreed to post the conversation simultaneously on our blogs.
Here are excerpts from our discussion, jointly blogged here and at:
Velveteen Rabbi Rachel Barenblat
Via Negativa Dave Bonta
Hoarded Ordinaries Lorianne DiSabato
mole Dale Favier
the cassandra pages Beth Adams
Rachel: Writing is one of the fundamental ways I experience and explore the world, both the external world and my own internal world. I think it was EM Forster who wrote, “How do I know what I think until I see what I say?” Blogging as I’ve come to understand it is living one’s life in the open, with spiritual authenticity and intellectual curiosity, ideally in conversation or relationship with others who are doing the same.
Dave: At some level, it’s easier to keep blogging at Via Negativa, the Morning Porch, and Moving Poems than it is to stop. Basically I’m an addict. Writing poetry is fun for me — entering that meditative head-space required for immersion in writing. As for the social aspect, I’ve been in, or on the periphery of, several distinct blogging communities over the years, and at one time, we all commented on each other’s sites, but with the rise of social media, most blog commenting went away — and I’m not entirely sure that’s a bad thing. Writing and responding to comments did take up a lot of my time ten years ago, and now that I can scratch that conversational itch on Twitter, or in real life with my partner, I’m OK with most interactions on my blogs being limited to pings. But I must immediately qualify that and admit that Via Negativa is a special case, because for well over half its existence now I’ve enjoyed the virtual companionship of a co-blogger, the brilliant and prolific poet Luisa Igloria, and a small number of occasional guest bloggers as well. I wouldn’t say I’m competitive, but Luisa’s commitment to a daily poetry practice has definitely forced me to up my game. Then there’s Mr. Pepys. My Pepys Diary erasure project grew directly from sociability: my partner and I wanted to read the online version of the diary together, and I worried I might eventually get bored with it if I weren’t mining it for blog fodder.
Lorianne: I am not attached to the medium, but I am attached to the message, and the process of creating/sharing that message. There has been a lot of hand-wringing among bloggers over the “death of the blog,” with long-time (and former) bloggers worried about attention divides between blogs and social media. Where do “I” live if I post in multiple places: on blog, in a paper notebook, on social media? For those of us who do all three, the result can be confusing, distracting, and frazzling…or it can be creative, collaborative, and synergistic.
Dale: I didn’t really expect ever to have readers, so in a way, having readership dwindle is a return to the early days… I’ve outlived some of my personas — I’m no longer recognizeably very Buddhist, and my politics have morphed in some odd ways. I don’t think I’m as salable an item as I used to be :-) But the inertia, as Dave said. When I do have something to say and my censor doesn’t step in, the blog is still where I go. It’s been home for fifteen years: my strand of the web… The community that was established way back when is still important to me, and still a large part of my life. And there’s still a lot of value in having a public space. The act of making something public changes it, changes how I look at. I become the viewers and the potential viewers. It helps me get out of myself. It helps me work through my favorite game of “what if I’m wrong about all these things?”
Beth: I think a lot of it has to do with a sense of place. My blog is like a garden or a living room that I’ve put energy and thought and care into as a place that’s a reflection of myself and is hopefully welcoming for others.. The discipline of gathering work and talking about it coherently has been extremely good for me and for my art practice. And I’ve also really appreciated and been inspired by other people who do the same, whatever their means of expression. There’s something deeply meaningful about following someone’s body of work, and their struggles, over not just months but years. In today’s climate of too-muchness and attention-seeking and short attention spans, I feel so encouraged and supported by the quiet, serious doggedness of other people like me!
Natalie: Why the hell still blogging? Not sure I am still blogging. I put something up on Facebook whenever I feel like saying hey, listen, or hey, look at this. Then I copy/paste the post to Blogger where I keep Blaugustine going, mainly out of a sense of imaginary duty. The idea that there are some real people out there who may be actually interested in some of my thoughts and/or artwork is undoubtedly attractive, even necessary. I live a mostly hermit life and don’t get much feedback of any kind. But my interior life is very active, all the time, and having a tiny public platform online where I can put stuff is really helpful. To be perfectly honest I think that’s about it for me and blogging at present. I don’t do any other social media, it would all take too much time which I’d rather devote to artwork.
Thursday, October 25, 2018
REDISCOVERY
This
one I rediscovered last week among some other unfinished paintings, got
re-excited by it, re-worked it and now it's finished. Not sure when I
started it, maybe 1990s or early 2000. I've always always loved vertical
or horizontal bands of colour. If something keeps on coming back to
you, like a theme song, surely it means that you should pay attention
and follow wherever it leads you.
Buried Temple. Finished 2018. Acrylic on paper 37 x 37 cms
Buried Temple. Finished 2018. Acrylic on paper 37 x 37 cms
Thursday, October 18, 2018
MORE ABSTRACTS
The first version of the construction Entrance to the Temple was a painting in acrylic on paper.
Working in a non-objective manner - ie not depicting any familiar objects - is a process I've always found fascinating even if I never, unlike some artists I highly admire, took the radical decision to give up representation altogether. I might still do that, time permitting. What is representation anyway? All in the eye of.
The interesting thing I've noticed is that my mind goes into a completely different place when working in an abstract, as opposed to a figurative manner. Maybe a left brain/right brain shift but there is definitely a change in perception. Obviously every artist will have different experiences but for me, making an abstract work is more like digging in the earth or deep-sea diving to uncover some pre-existing thing than looking and interpreting what my eye sees.
Another abstract....though it has definite subject matter for me, music
in this case. I had a studio in Belsham Street, Hackney, at the time and
for some reason I can't remember, I cut off the left-hand section of
this canvas. It was a stupid decision. A snapshot remains of it hanging
in the studio before my auto-vandalism. I still like this painting as it
is now (first photo).
Working in a non-objective manner - ie not depicting any familiar objects - is a process I've always found fascinating even if I never, unlike some artists I highly admire, took the radical decision to give up representation altogether. I might still do that, time permitting. What is representation anyway? All in the eye of.
The interesting thing I've noticed is that my mind goes into a completely different place when working in an abstract, as opposed to a figurative manner. Maybe a left brain/right brain shift but there is definitely a change in perception. Obviously every artist will have different experiences but for me, making an abstract work is more like digging in the earth or deep-sea diving to uncover some pre-existing thing than looking and interpreting what my eye sees.
Entrance to the temple, first version. Acrylic on paper (52 x 67 cms |
Music of Love. 1994 Oil on canvas 50 x 60 cms |
Belsham Street studio 1994. NdA with unfinished self-portrait and "Music of Love" before I cut off part of the left-hand side of the canvas. |
Thursday, October 11, 2018
BOOK-WORKING REVISITED
More to come shortly of ancient Egypt-inspired art. Meanwhile my
friends Frances and Nicolas McDowall, who are the Old Stile Press
(that's not a typo: it's Stile, not Style) have just been celebrated in
an excellent article and a comprehensive video interview (click on the link) for
the magazine Studio International.
Through our mutual love for the art and craft of making books by hand the McDowalls and I became friends many years ago and embarked on collaborations several times, always exciting, challenging and hugely satisfying when the result finally emerges after months of sustained effort and lively discussions.
If you look up my name on the OSP list of artists who have worked with them you'll find the other books I've done with the Press, the latest of which was in 2015, illustrating Dick Jones' English translation of Blaise Cendrars' TransSiberian Prosody and Little Jeanne from France. Pages from our book are on the Old Stile Press website at the above link.
Through our mutual love for the art and craft of making books by hand the McDowalls and I became friends many years ago and embarked on collaborations several times, always exciting, challenging and hugely satisfying when the result finally emerges after months of sustained effort and lively discussions.
If you look up my name on the OSP list of artists who have worked with them you'll find the other books I've done with the Press, the latest of which was in 2015, illustrating Dick Jones' English translation of Blaise Cendrars' TransSiberian Prosody and Little Jeanne from France. Pages from our book are on the Old Stile Press website at the above link.
Monday, October 08, 2018
STILL MORE EGYPT
More ancient Egyptian inspiration. This one came out of my love for
angles within angles, as in the entrances and passageways of pyramids
and temples. The painting is built in sections, some of which project
from the surface.
Entrance to the Temple.1998 Mixed media construction. Acrylic, wood, cardboard, paper. 54 x 66 cms |
Entrrance to the Temple - side view. |
MORE EGYPT PAST
A few more examples of the ancient Egypt theme in some of my work. From a
modern mind-set it's impossible to imagine with any degree of accuracy
what it was really like to live at that time in that society. But what
remains of its culture speaks to me in the language of architecture,
art, artefacts, symbols, texts, colour, line, shape, intention. It's
familiar, like family, like family albums.
My Egypt Room. January 2000. 33 x 25.5 x 8.5 cms Mixed media. Wooden box with hinged glass lid. |
My Egypt Room. With lid closed. |
Wednesday, October 03, 2018
NOT THE TEN O'CLOCK NEWS
Nothing
I can say hasn't already been said about the tragic, outrageous,
infuriating events currently in the news and venting my own emotions
about them on this page serves no purpose whatever.
So....lalalalala... I'm just going to post some more images of my own artworks, starting wih a few inspired by my fascination-connection with ancient Egypt (as mentioned on my birthday 7th August). These two works are from 1996, small and for sale either separately or together. If interested, please PM me.
The process for these was as follows: first I made a clay and paper mould then took a plaster cast from it. Using paper pulp I made the cast (Scribe No.2) and another cast on thin cloth (Scribe No.1), adding colour.
So....lalalalala... I'm just going to post some more images of my own artworks, starting wih a few inspired by my fascination-connection with ancient Egypt (as mentioned on my birthday 7th August). These two works are from 1996, small and for sale either separately or together. If interested, please PM me.
The process for these was as follows: first I made a clay and paper mould then took a plaster cast from it. Using paper pulp I made the cast (Scribe No.2) and another cast on thin cloth (Scribe No.1), adding colour.
Scribe No.1 - 1996 Plaster and mixed media. 18 x13 cm (7 x 5 inches)caption |
Scribe No.2 - 1996 Cast paper. 20 x 14 cm (8 x 5.5 inches) |
Thursday, September 20, 2018
LIVING ROOM
My living room with portrait of Fionn Wilson and some of my other work. Nearly everything (except me) is for sale.
Tuesday, September 18, 2018
JOLLY BUT JOWLY
Speaking
of cheekbones, how about jowls? I was, I must admit, rather obsessed
with jowls and went so far as to make a video on the subject way back in
1997 when some of you weren't even born. I may have posted this video
before - if so, apologies. My philosophy is that not taking one's self
too seriously is the secret of...happiness? Wisdom?
Have a look at JOWLS and tell me what you think.
Sunday, September 16, 2018
CELEBRATING
Finished
my main piece for the Christine Keeler exhibition and a smaller one is
nearly done. Won't post photos until the show opens next year but Fionn
Wilson came over last night and she loves the work so I'm happy she's
happy and we had a great time drinking too much (for me) wine and
talking. Am very foggy headed and more stiff-jointed than usual today
but Alka Seltzer has been taken.
A selfie shot yesterday in the bathroom mirror. I never use my phone to take photos as everyone else seems to do and I'm told there are apps to make one's self look more cheek-bony etc. I still use a regular camera and my cheek bones are still invisible.
A selfie shot yesterday in the bathroom mirror. I never use my phone to take photos as everyone else seems to do and I'm told there are apps to make one's self look more cheek-bony etc. I still use a regular camera and my cheek bones are still invisible.
Tuesday, September 11, 2018
STREET PARTYING
Every September there's a street party organised by the people who live
in my neighbourhood. It's a great example of how community spirit can
make something enjoyable for everyone happen effectively, smoothly,
without friction and with unstinting cooperation, all tasks voluntarily
undertaken. Good food cooked and served, children's activities. raffles,
dog show, magic, film show, dancing, and always music, one or more
bands always invited to perform.
This year my friend, the fabulosa Brazilian/English singer Nina Miranda and her two marvellous musicians: Antony Elvin (guitar & voice) Oli Savill (percussion) performed in the afternoon and evening on the blue-canopied stage. It was pure joy to be there.
This year my friend, the fabulosa Brazilian/English singer Nina Miranda and her two marvellous musicians: Antony Elvin (guitar & voice) Oli Savill (percussion) performed in the afternoon and evening on the blue-canopied stage. It was pure joy to be there.
Some small animals were brought for children to get to know and to hold. |
Tuesday, September 04, 2018
SPIDER REQUIEM
About
to dry my face on bathroom towel I notice a small black spot on the
towel. Within a split second the following things happen:
The spot moves.
It's a spider.
I panic.
Shake the towel over the basin.
Exterminate innocent spider down the plug hole with hot water.
Feel guilty and relieved.
Philosophise for a few moments.
Within that black spot everything was working, that little engine perfectly tuned. Life!
I can't make life, can't make anything as perfectly functioning as a spider.
Bang! In that spider's life I was Death.
The spot moves.
It's a spider.
I panic.
Shake the towel over the basin.
Exterminate innocent spider down the plug hole with hot water.
Feel guilty and relieved.
Philosophise for a few moments.
Within that black spot everything was working, that little engine perfectly tuned. Life!
I can't make life, can't make anything as perfectly functioning as a spider.
Bang! In that spider's life I was Death.
Tuesday, August 28, 2018
Thursday, August 23, 2018
CONCENTRATION
Concentrating
flat out on my work for the Christine Keeler exhibition curated by
Fionn Wilson. Has to be finished by next month. Am an expert
procrastinator but when I actually get down to something, the candle
burns at both ends and in the middle. All or nothing, c'est moi.
Even Pushkin the visiting cat can't distract me and he doesn't like that one bit. He's expressed disapproval in no uncertain terms.
Gotta stop now, going back to my upstairs garret to work.
Even Pushkin the visiting cat can't distract me and he doesn't like that one bit. He's expressed disapproval in no uncertain terms.
Gotta stop now, going back to my upstairs garret to work.
Tuesday, August 07, 2018
BIRTHDAY FACTS REVEALED
It is now officially my birthday and I am about to reveal a number that you, my tiny, cherished audience, have been waiting for.
Here it is: my actual, factual, chronological age is 3524.
Just do the maths:
from the 7th August 1507 BC to the 7th August 2018 AD is precisely 3524 years, 42,288 months, 1 million 287 thousand 128 days. Fact! Let me explain.
In my previous
life, the one just before this one, I was born as Hatshepsut in
Egypt,18th dynasty, in the year 1507 BC. If you studied ancient history
you will have heard of me. If you haven't, you can Google me. Yes yes I
know! When people believe in past lives they always think they were
celebrities. But that's not my case because I actually WAS Hatshepsut.
Tina Turner also says she was Hatshepsut. We were probably friends back
then and Tina is terrific but she was not Hatshepsut, obviously, because
I was. I have loads of proof.
As Hatshepsut, I died in 1458 BC but my mummy was only discovered in 2007 AD. In 1992 I made a bookwork called NATSHEPSUT (get it?)
Now you can wish me happy re-birth day.
NATSHEPSUT 1992. One-of-a-kind bookwork. Mixed media.
Book: 40 x 15cm. Box: 25 X 50.5 X 9.5cm.
The title combines Natalie with Hatshepsut, the XVIII dynasty female Pharaoh, with whom I have a special affinity. A 'sarcophagus'made from a mahogany drawer is painted with Egyptian and personal symbols and contains the book, wrapped in stained linen cloth, on one side of which I wrote a poem (see below) which is repeated on the pages. On the reverse of the wrapper are transfers of newspaper cuttings about the discovery of Hatshepsut's tomb and extracts from an old passport of mine. The book has wooden covers, carved and decorated with sand and sequins. It is attached to concertina-folded Arches pages and supported by a central wooden pillar. The images, printed on both sides of the paper from stencils, are a mixture of Egyptian and personal scenes including part of a landscape near the Rio Paraguay where I once lived, resembling the Nile.
As Hatshepsut, I died in 1458 BC but my mummy was only discovered in 2007 AD. In 1992 I made a bookwork called NATSHEPSUT (get it?)
Now you can wish me happy re-birth day.
NATSHEPSUT 1992. One-of-a-kind bookwork. Mixed media.
Book: 40 x 15cm. Box: 25 X 50.5 X 9.5cm.
The title combines Natalie with Hatshepsut, the XVIII dynasty female Pharaoh, with whom I have a special affinity. A 'sarcophagus'made from a mahogany drawer is painted with Egyptian and personal symbols and contains the book, wrapped in stained linen cloth, on one side of which I wrote a poem (see below) which is repeated on the pages. On the reverse of the wrapper are transfers of newspaper cuttings about the discovery of Hatshepsut's tomb and extracts from an old passport of mine. The book has wooden covers, carved and decorated with sand and sequins. It is attached to concertina-folded Arches pages and supported by a central wooden pillar. The images, printed on both sides of the paper from stencils, are a mixture of Egyptian and personal scenes including part of a landscape near the Rio Paraguay where I once lived, resembling the Nile.
Sunday, August 05, 2018
HIPPY HANK
I forgot that I actually did some sit-down comedy, all by myself, in
2008. That's ten years ago! Ten.
I may have already posted this video here some time ago but even so, nobody will remember it so here goes .
I think it's hilarious but you might not agree. Should I allow Hank to perform again?
I may have already posted this video here some time ago but even so, nobody will remember it so here goes .
I think it's hilarious but you might not agree. Should I allow Hank to perform again?
ALTERNATIVE LIVES
Careers I'd choose if it wasn't too late to start again:
1. Sit-down comic.
(I could be funny sitting down)
1. Sit-down comic.
(I could be funny sitting down)
2. Singer-songwriter.
(I could sing and make up songs)
3. Plumber.
(I'd be making more money than I've ever had)
(I could sing and make up songs)
3. Plumber.
(I'd be making more money than I've ever had)
Thursday, August 02, 2018
BIRTHDAY ALERT
A significant matter looms on the horizon. Five days from now, the
7th of August, will be my birth day. Why this matter should be
significant is a mystery equivalent to the mystery of why there is
matter at all and whether we exist.
The more digits are added to the number of years I've been on this planet, the more questions I have. The question I have at this precise moment is:
Should I reveal the exact number my day of birth signifies? If I do reveal this secret I have closely guarded, will I get the tilt of the head, the indulgent expression reserved for babies, kittens and the very old, accompanied by exclamations of "Awww!" "Amazing!" "Well done!" and so on?
Because that possibility looms on the horizon, here is an advance warning.
The more digits are added to the number of years I've been on this planet, the more questions I have. The question I have at this precise moment is:
Should I reveal the exact number my day of birth signifies? If I do reveal this secret I have closely guarded, will I get the tilt of the head, the indulgent expression reserved for babies, kittens and the very old, accompanied by exclamations of "Awww!" "Amazing!" "Well done!" and so on?
Because that possibility looms on the horizon, here is an advance warning.
Wednesday, July 18, 2018
BACK TO THE PAST
I'm thinking of getting Giclee prints done from some of my
self-portraits and other paintings to sell at very reasonable prices. Below are some of the self-portraits from a series I digitally painted in 2006. Others are shown on this page:
http://www.nataliedarbeloff.com/selfportraits.html
http://www.nataliedarbeloff.com/selfportraits.html
Tuesday, July 17, 2018
DON AND VLAD TÊTE A TÊTE IN HELSINKI
Who's going to write the play What Donald and Vladimir Said Privately in Helsinki?
Anybody want to have a go?
Anybody want to have a go?
Wednesday, July 11, 2018
NOT WELCOME TRUMP
I
really really really want to be part of this protest but with my
currently dodgy hip, I could get stuck in a crowd with no way to get
back home except via a long walk and all public transport diverted or
full up. Looks like I'm just going to be watching it on telly and
friends' internet eyewitness reports.
DO IT MYSELF
I'm starting to repair a semi-rotten windowsill. The rot is in the wood and has eaten two bloody great holes in both corners. The middle of the sill is not too bad. I've scraped off
most of the cracked paint and removed loads of crumbled wood, dust etc. from the holes. I know that the best solution would be to
replace the sill entirely but that's not going to happen so I'm doing my usual
patch-it-up-and-hope-for-the-best.
I've bought wood-filler and wood hardener but considering the depth of the holes, I'll apply the hardener and when dry, insert some filler, squish in pieces of wood cut to fit approximately then more wood filler in the gaps. Finally sand and repaint.
I've bought wood-filler and wood hardener but considering the depth of the holes, I'll apply the hardener and when dry, insert some filler, squish in pieces of wood cut to fit approximately then more wood filler in the gaps. Finally sand and repaint.
Wednesday, July 04, 2018
HE WAS GENTLY AMUSED BY LEAVES
He was gently amused by leaves.
Woke up today with that sentence in my head. Sometimes I get cryptic telegrams like this on waking, no clue of who what where they're from. Poets get them all the time, don't you? Most of the time I forget them. Decided to run with this one.
He was gently amused by leaves
The height of things was an interesting question
To leap or not to leap?
His eyes did not see
So much as foresee
Consequences.
Not a bad life
On the whole.
Woke up today with that sentence in my head. Sometimes I get cryptic telegrams like this on waking, no clue of who what where they're from. Poets get them all the time, don't you? Most of the time I forget them. Decided to run with this one.
He was gently amused by leaves
The height of things was an interesting question
To leap or not to leap?
His eyes did not see
So much as foresee
Consequences.
Not a bad life
On the whole.
Tuesday, July 03, 2018
PANIC IN VAIN
In prehistoric days before computers, before the internet, we never
had this strange sense of being cut adrift into outer space, lost,
abandoned, rudderless, when something in the system breaks down for no
apparent reason and our home, our online home, which sometimes seems
more real than our actual physical home, is suddenly Not. There..
I'm exaggerating a little bit but I have indeed been pacing the floor, climbing the walls and tearing what's left of my already sparse hair simply because my website, for a few days, vanished from the internet as if it had never existed. Yes I know this is not a bona fide catastrophe but only a vanitas vanitas type of thing. Nevertheless, panic.
I'm exaggerating a little bit but I have indeed been pacing the floor, climbing the walls and tearing what's left of my already sparse hair simply because my website, for a few days, vanished from the internet as if it had never existed. Yes I know this is not a bona fide catastrophe but only a vanitas vanitas type of thing. Nevertheless, panic.
I'm pretty good with computer stuff and can solve problems by myself
most of the time, but this one struck too close to home, literally my
home page which reassures me I'm still alive, digitally speaking, each
time I log into the worldwideweb: NOT THERE!
I phoned my broadband provider. Surprisingly quick to act they sent me an engineer today, Abdullah, lovely guy who admired my art on the walls. We chatted about art, life etc. while he efficiently installed a new modem and concluded that the problem had nothing to do with broadband connection but only with my website host.
Long story shortened: I phoned mine Host. Polite guy with slight French accent answered. I asked would he rather speak French than English? We continued in my native langue de chat. The problem, quickly discovered, was their fault, not mine. My website was blocked by mistake because they were slow in confirming its renewal. Website restored. Two friendly guys in two different corporations in two different countries doing their job cheerfully and well. One foolishly panicked, vain customer satisfied. Tout est bien qui finit bien.
I phoned my broadband provider. Surprisingly quick to act they sent me an engineer today, Abdullah, lovely guy who admired my art on the walls. We chatted about art, life etc. while he efficiently installed a new modem and concluded that the problem had nothing to do with broadband connection but only with my website host.
Long story shortened: I phoned mine Host. Polite guy with slight French accent answered. I asked would he rather speak French than English? We continued in my native langue de chat. The problem, quickly discovered, was their fault, not mine. My website was blocked by mistake because they were slow in confirming its renewal. Website restored. Two friendly guys in two different corporations in two different countries doing their job cheerfully and well. One foolishly panicked, vain customer satisfied. Tout est bien qui finit bien.
Sunday, July 01, 2018
PORTRAIT DEFINITELY FINISHED
Just because you can do something doesn't mean you need to do it or
that you must do it. In making art and in teaching art one of my guiding
principles is that less is more. Being too obedient to what your eyes
tell you can mean producing something that is competent but banal,
pedestrian. What you must obey is the truth of your intuition and this
often means having the courage to reject information, too much
information.
I knew that the last version I posted of my portrair of Fionn Wilson with the more detailed. lighter hair, was wrong. Wrong in terms of my portrait of Fionn, never mind anything else. The added information about hair detracted and distracted from the character of the face. I knew this while I was in the act of 'improving' the hair and yet I carried on, going against my intuition.
I knew that the last version I posted of my portrair of Fionn Wilson with the more detailed. lighter hair, was wrong. Wrong in terms of my portrait of Fionn, never mind anything else. The added information about hair detracted and distracted from the character of the face. I knew this while I was in the act of 'improving' the hair and yet I carried on, going against my intuition.
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