Winning is nice. In September I
                        won a voucher for £20 worth of handmade organic ice cream
                        in a raffle during the street party (am
                        waiting for the right occasion before I collect it). 
This is
                            a preamble to some philosophising which
                        I would not be doing had I been the winner or the
                        runner-up in a competition which
                        I entered recently. Had I won, all I would be writing
                        today is YES! YES! YES! alongside a photo of myself making
                        that triumphant air-punching gesture that is so popular
                        among footballers and other winning types. Obviously
                        I didn't win since I am philosophising.
Tomorrow in the Observer the winner
                        and the runner-up of this year's graphic
                        story competition                    (a graphic short
                        story in four pages) will be published. Last night I
                        attended a party in Foyles where the winners and their
                        entries were exhibited and discussed by the judges and
                        previous winners.  I liked the winner and the runner-up
                        but not having seen all the other entries, I can't say
                        if they were the best. 
In sport it's
                        fairly easy to measure who wins - the fastest runner
                        is the fastest runner. But in the arts it gets a bit
                        murky. Winners and losers are largely decided
                        by the prevailing cultural, commercial, and aesthetic
                        zeitgeist and by those occupying significant positions
                        within it. If you fit inside that zeitgeist you're likely
                        to win; if you don't, you won't. 
If that sound like sour
                            grapes, really it's not (snarl) I'm aware that
                        I don't fit into the zeitgeist, whatever it is, and
                        never have fitted it. I'm not an Outsider artist in the
                        accepted sense of that term, but neither am I an insider.
                        I've drawn cartoons but I'm not a comics artist. In general,
                        I never know where *any* of my work fits.  I'm glad (sob)
                        I didn't win because it forces me to examine what it
                        is I truly want to achieve creatively and...erm...okay.
                        End of philosophy. Fook the zeitgeist.
My  entry to
                            this competition, Hindsight,  deliberately
                            side-steps the usual comics format. I wanted to do
                            something more like the recent My Life
                            Unfolds and I recycled some of the stencils
                            I had cut for that concertina book, as you can see,
                            and it's autobiography again. I wanted the technique
                            to be more painterly than comics-influenced so I
                            made collagraph cardboard plates for each page, inked
                            them up intaglio,  printed them with my
                            etching press and then hand-coloured them, with lots
                            of texture. The text can be interpreted in
                            any way you wish, there could be more than one meaning. 
If you want your own mini-version, I've
                            had some postcards printed as a set of four cards
                        in a cellophane bag. I'll be selling them
                        (along with La Vie en Rosé and some other
                        books) at my stand in the Comiket
                        Festival next Saturday,
                        10th November, 11 am - 7pm. If you're in London, come
                        and see me there.
You can order the
                        cards from me: £2.50 for the set of 4 cards, plus postage
                        to wherever you are. They are beautifully printed by
                        MOO which
                        I can highly recommend. If you've never used them let
                        me know and I can email you a voucher for 10% off your
                        first order. No, I don't work for them! They give this
                        voucher to all their customers.
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12 comments:
On the strength of these plus all that we have been marvelling at during the past nearly 10 years, you are the winner with us. And we know what we're talking about because we're not hung up on house style, zeitgeist and all the rest of the reductive criteria that dominate the perception of those who judge rather than do. Keep navigating your unique channel, Natalie!
Dick, you've made my day! Those words are music to my ears and food for my soul. Thank you, de tout coeur.
This is so lovely! It seems, both visually and verbally, so effortless and natural, and I can only imagine how difficult it is to achieve that, especially when the material is your own memories.
The postcards are a great idea - as you know, I share your admiration for moo. I look forward to buying some at the forthcoming event.
Jean,thank you. Effortless and natural are exactly what I hoped would come across, even though the technical making of it was anything but! Layers of meaning are there, to be discovered.
These are wonderful, Natalie, a continuing theme in variations about your life, and such an interesting life too. So what if you did not win, your work is uniquely you and delightful. I too don't belong to this so-called zeitgeist. I wish I could come to that event - good luck and have fun!
Thanks Marja-Leena, I'll keep plowing my own furrow, no doubt about that.
I too wish you could come to the Fair.
Gorgeous! Winning is much over-rated. Like you, do not know what it means in art. "Most liked by those judging", I suppose. Meh!!
We must all decide what we want, maybe self-recognition, maybe peer recognition. Trite?
There is so little time to do everything. Having fun is the best use of what we have.
Oops, got off track there, I think!
Best wishes to you N!
Adam
Now to figure out this damn number, crooked letters thing, my old eyes will make my best guess ..
if you see this, I've succeeded!
Adam, you're not off track at all: I wholly agree. Having fun creatively, plus some recognition (if possible!) is the ideal. But plenty of brilliant art has been, and always will be, created with hardly any response/recognition at all. En avant, les enfants!
That captcha thing to enter illegible letters drives me nuts too and I'd rather not have it but when I removed it, there were tons of spam in my mailbox. I must just try without it again.
no no Natalie, don't worry about the captcha thing, I should not have whinged ... I can treat it as an intelligence test .... oh no, that would be depressing ha ha
so... here we go again
ooooo ... I wasn't asked for it that time ... Natalie, don't bring tons of spam down upon your head, that's the last thing anyone wants.
I'm reading Gogol at the moment, have you ever read his stuff?
Adam, I removed the blasted captcha thing because I think it puts everyone off. The spam does arrive but goes into into a spam box so I can always delete it there.
Gogol - yes..the Overcoat in particular!
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