Herewith some pictures I took before people arrived. I tried to photograph the work displayed in the window (a unique bookwork titled NATSHEPSUT - you can read a description of it on the Artists' Books section of my website) but because of reflections, some strangely relevant, ghostly things came up. A couple of examples are among those below. The first shot is of Tanya Peixoto and Chiara Ambrosio talking in the bookshop doorway.
Saturday, May 14, 2016
EXHIBITION AT BOOKARTBOOKSHOP
The opening of my show at bookartbookshop went very well, a good crowd
packed the premises and many good words were said about the work.
Herewith some pictures I took before people arrived. I tried to photograph the work displayed in the window (a unique bookwork titled NATSHEPSUT - you can read a description of it on the Artists' Books section of my website) but because of reflections, some strangely relevant, ghostly things came up. A couple of examples are among those below. The first shot is of Tanya Peixoto and Chiara Ambrosio talking in the bookshop doorway.
Herewith some pictures I took before people arrived. I tried to photograph the work displayed in the window (a unique bookwork titled NATSHEPSUT - you can read a description of it on the Artists' Books section of my website) but because of reflections, some strangely relevant, ghostly things came up. A couple of examples are among those below. The first shot is of Tanya Peixoto and Chiara Ambrosio talking in the bookshop doorway.
Sunday, May 01, 2016
IMMINENT NdA EXHIBITION AT BOOKARTBOOKSHOP
The legendarily magnificent Tanya Peixoto who created, runs and animates the legendarily unique, small and perfectly formed bookartbookshop in Hoxton, London, invited me a while back to have a solo show of some of my autobiographical books, boxes etc. What's more, she felt that there should be a new edition, in colour like the original, of Augustine's True Confession, the handwritten journal published, with help from the Arts Council, in a b&w version in 1989 (out of print).
Tanya offered to equally share the cost of printing, and so... drum roll....the brand new edition of ATC will be launched at the Private View on 12th May, a joint publication by bookartbookshop and NdA . If you can't be there in person (why not?) you can order the book ...£10...from bookartbookshop.
Meanwhile here's the cover, along with a photo of the original journal sitting in the house I built for it. Included in the show.
Saturday, April 30, 2016
THIS WILL BE LONG AND RAMBLING: back from Matera and Grottole
Gerardo Guerrieri was a master at expressing complex ideas, emotions and observations in lucid, direct language but, unlike many Italian intellectuals, he was not a great talker, least of all about himself. His forte was writing. And listening. The way that Gerardo listened was an art in itself, a creative process. Every person he encountered was, for him, a book waiting to be read. When Gerardo listened he was not being sociable, polite or intent on impressing you. At that moment you (whoever ‘you’ happened to be) became his teacher and he. your passionately curious and intelligent pupil, eager to absorb sparks from your experience, your mode of thinking, sparks that he would later connect to other sparks, in his daily life, in literature, science, art, philosophy and much more, forming a constellation, a moving galaxy of which he was not the designer but a fascinated recorder and interpreter.
Gerardo and I immediately became friends, as well as family, when he married my sister in Florence and over the years we exchanged a great many letters from various countries and throughout various stages in our respective lives. Below I've roughly translated excerpts from a letter he wrote to me during the 1960s or 1970s. I've chosen this particular letter because it is so relevant to my own current thoughts and feelings.

Translation note: the fact that affection can be injected into otherwise neutral words by giving them diminutives fills me with joy - maybe because I haven't a single drop of Anglo-Saxon blood. In Italian, Spanish, Portuguese, French, Russian, it’s only natural to give some words that extra boost whenever they require it. But how to translate this habit into English? “little sister-in-law” for “cognatina” is as inadequate as “a little coffee” would be for “um cafezinho” in Portuguese. I'm not going to try.
cognata = sister-in-law
Dear cognatina - to continue the conversation.
You ask me to talk about myself - fair enough, but I have to think about it. It will come. For the moment I’m wondering what I should focus on for the next ten years.
I’ve dedicated a great deal of time to technique: now I must dedicate some time to educating myself. In spite of all the experiences I’ve had, it seems to me that I don’t have even the tiniest bit of experience: I feel that I was born yesterday. Of course I’ve lost interest in many things which used to enrage or excite me, things for which I would fight.
I think that one should know the world as one’s self and that knowledge of the world comes through being attentive to this interaction. But I can’t stand those mandarin writers and artists who wallow in navel-gazing - perhaps I’m wrong because, after all, we can’t know anything except through our own perceptions. However it has to be said that some forms of self-idolatry invariably end up being interpretations of absolutely everything through a distorting mirror of self.
Little by little I’ve become detached from my directorial ambitions because they were never truly mine: I can no longer allow myself the luxury of doing something which is not sincerely mine. I need to concentrate on that which was hidden beneath a preoccupation with technique: very often it was this preoccupation which stopped me from doing what I really felt. And, often I simply didn’t know what I should be doing. To quote a phrase of yours, I rarely knew what was “imprinted in my being”. I must always work on this, search for it.
I think I will never tire of learning too much. I’ve noticed that when vitality is low in me, I don’t want to know anymore and I become one of those who can’t conceive of anything beyond the day to day, those grey things which happen day to day. But when vitality is bubbling then I feel that a point in time is about to arrive at an unknown tomorrow and this thought gives me vertigo but is also fascinating, like looking up at a night sky filled with stars. This is the reason that I can’t completely believe in what I’m doing today, right now - because it's against a background of clouds which are flying by and which distract me. It's the background itself which, deep down, is the real fascination of life. It’s why I can’t believe 100% in human civilization but, still, it moves me, fascinates me by its ingenuity, its vitality, its stubborness. I’m enthralled that this whole story was created by a being who knows it must die. The whole of human history then looks like a dare, a joyous act of defiance. Still, I can’t take it entirely seriously. At some point it begins to bore me, just as the theatre began to bore me. What truly attracts me is the background, the off-stage, of which we know so little and of which we are so afraid.
Now you understand why I’d like to know what I should do for the next ten years, something not too far removed from what I should have done earlier. It’s not a question of ambition but of harmony. To write is important, but for me, writing has to help me to live. If you think about it, there have always been two categories of writers: those who have lived in order to then write; and those who live whilst writing. My road is certainly the first one. To repeat: I’m one who was born totally ignorant, like doubting Thomas.
I wish I could do justice to the experience I was fortunate to be a part of: the belated but enthusiastic re-discovery of Gerardo's multi-faceted achievements, thanks to the initiative of individuals in Matera, Grottole and Rome, not least to the tremendous effort made by Selene Guerrieri to complete in time what has turned out to be an invaluable book, meticulously documenting her father's life and work via letters, photographs, bibliography, statements from many of those who worked with him, as well as recapitulating the extraordinary undertaking that was the Teatro Club, created in Rome by my sister Anne in 1957, developed and expanded internationally together with Gerardo into the mid-1980s. To quote from a chapter The Adventure of the Teatro Club by Paola Columba, author and director, who curated the Teatro Club Archive at the Biblioteca Baldini (my translation):
".. it had a fundamental importance in the panorama of Italian theatre...bringing a breath of fresh air into what was a closed provincial ambiance...internationalizing the Italian theatrical scene and introducing audiences of all ages and social backgrounds to radical innovations such as the Living Theater, Peter Brook, Tadeusz Kantor, Café La Mama, Merce Cunningham...as well as Indian and Japanese theatre...But the Teatro Club's activity was not focused exclusively on theatre...conferences, workshops, debates, film projections, exhibitions... a multicultural undertaking.... In his notes a year before the Teatro Club's foundation ....Gerardo Guerrieri talked of creating a dialogue between cinema and theatre, between theatre and literature, "between the arts in general, to break the ice of exclusivity and specialization which is ignorance".
Errata: in the above caption the words 'Province of' are missing after "President of the...' It should read 'President of the Province of Matera...'
(Errata: the date in the above photo should be 23 April, not 3)
Sunlight on the Sassi, Matera.
I am totally incapable of writing a detailed report of this journey - there was just too much to absorb in three very full days. I hope I've conveyed at least the flavour of it. Matera, Grottole and the entire region of Basilicata are fascinating visually, historically, geographically, human-ly. I strongly recommend looking it up on the internet and, better still, going there. I will surely return one day. The people and the place make it impossible not to return.
I'll end with these notes by Gerardo which are printed on the large panel permanently affixed to a wall in the Grottole centre dedicated to him:
Thursday, April 28, 2016
BLOGDAY: 13 YEARS
Yesterday was my 13th year blogday but there's so much else to celebrate that this
is incidental. The Matera/Grottole experience was fantastic, I'm just
trying to put my thoughts and impressions in some kind of order then
I'll post them here and on the Blaug.
Friday, April 22, 2016
REMEMBERING GERARDO GUERRIERI
Early tomorrow morning I'm off to Matera in Southern Italy for various
events in honour of my late brother-in-law Gerardo Guerrieri who died
on 24th April thirty years ago. His biography, edited by my niece Selene
Guerrieri, will be launched and a cultural centre in his name will be
opened in nearby Grottole where he is buried.
I'll be writing about all of this when I get back home in a couple of days. For now, here's a 1965 article in English about Gerardo's work as translator, a photo of the plaque which the city of Matera, his birthplace, will be dedicating, and a photo of Gerardo in a garden, probably in the mid-1970s.
I'll be writing about all of this when I get back home in a couple of days. For now, here's a 1965 article in English about Gerardo's work as translator, a photo of the plaque which the city of Matera, his birthplace, will be dedicating, and a photo of Gerardo in a garden, probably in the mid-1970s.
Saturday, April 09, 2016
ANOTHER POST POST SCRIPTUM
Bad idea to start looking through old photos when you should be doing
something else but it's a great distraction. One thing links to another
in a satisfying manner.
For instance this photo, from the same period as the ones in the last post - perhaps even taken by Gerardo Guerrieri (he was always observing, photographing and/or recording everything). I don't remember what I was painting when this picture was taken but it must have been a portrait, judging by the gaze focused on someone....maybe my sister?
For instance this photo, from the same period as the ones in the last post - perhaps even taken by Gerardo Guerrieri (he was always observing, photographing and/or recording everything). I don't remember what I was painting when this picture was taken but it must have been a portrait, judging by the gaze focused on someone....maybe my sister?
POST SCRIPTUM
P.S. to the last post: here are the duet of paintings I did of Gerardo and of Annie, my sister, and a photo taken at the
time, when they came to visit me and my then husband Reg Dixon in San
Antonio, Paraguay.
In the photo below, left to right: Gerardo Guerrieri, a
friend, Annie, Reg, me, and a dog whose name I don't recall, just about
to scratch himself.
Thursday, April 07, 2016
THINGS TO COME
I'll be posting soon in detail about the brilliant book which Selene
Guerrieri, my niece has just completed on her late father, my
brother-in-law Gerardo Guerrieri. It is being published in Matera and
will be launched on the occasion of the opening of the Casa della
Cultura in Grottole, which is dedicated to Gerardo, as I mentioned here and on Facebook a
while back. I'll be going to Matera and to this event in Grottole on
24th April for a few days and will take photos and video.
For the moment, I'm totally taken up with work in preparation for an exhibition of my work, entitled My Life Unfolds, at bookartbookshop in Hoxton, London, opening on 12th May (advance notice will, of course, appear here). Meanwhile, for those who read Italian, here's the cover of the book. The painting of Gerardo on the cover was painted a long time ago by yrs. truly.
For the moment, I'm totally taken up with work in preparation for an exhibition of my work, entitled My Life Unfolds, at bookartbookshop in Hoxton, London, opening on 12th May (advance notice will, of course, appear here). Meanwhile, for those who read Italian, here's the cover of the book. The painting of Gerardo on the cover was painted a long time ago by yrs. truly.
Saturday, March 26, 2016
EASTER
I was going to write a post for this time of year, celebrated by all believers under the sun including believers in non-belief, and also a time of grief for all those enveloped in darkness, pain, and loss.
Instead I took photos of an orchid given to me more than a year ago by someone I love. This orchid has died and resurrected several times and grows more beautiful with each incarnation.
May your Sunday tomorrow fill you with joy, gratitude and renewed, reborn, invigorated love.
Instead I took photos of an orchid given to me more than a year ago by someone I love. This orchid has died and resurrected several times and grows more beautiful with each incarnation.
May your Sunday tomorrow fill you with joy, gratitude and renewed, reborn, invigorated love.
Tuesday, March 08, 2016
WHERE TO NEXT?
Hundreds of times in my life I seem to come to a crossroad with signs pointing in all directions and I stand there bewildered: which is the right road? Which one is my road?
Usually the befuddlement doesn't last very long simply because it's impossible to stand there gaping indefinitely at the signs. You have to keep walking. So I keep on walking in the same direction I was going when the crossroads appeared. But I still am not sure that I'm on the right road - please don't ask me to define 'right road'. All I know is that I would know if it was the right one for me.
Here I am again at crossroad number umpteen and it's to do with my artist-life which is to say, my life per se. For me, there's no separation between being and making stuff which may be called art. It's not a job or hobby or ambition but simply a characteristic, like my height or eye-colour or fingerprint. When I say I don't know if I'm on the right road, I don't mean that I'm wondering if I should be doing something else, like plumbing, or horticulture, or brain surgery. I'm not completely bonkers, there's reality, there are limitations. The art-making thing is a gift I was born with and that's that. The crossroads puzzle is about what to do with that gift which is the same thing as saying: what to do with my life? What shape should I give it?
Anyway, ruminating in this fashion I decided to put together a kind of retrospective catalogue of my paintings in the hope that the past trajectory can point the way to whatever my future (whatever's left of it!) may be. Like the photobooks of old drawings and of bookworks I made a while back, only one copy is being printed for my own use, but there's an online link that I can share.
Usually the befuddlement doesn't last very long simply because it's impossible to stand there gaping indefinitely at the signs. You have to keep walking. So I keep on walking in the same direction I was going when the crossroads appeared. But I still am not sure that I'm on the right road - please don't ask me to define 'right road'. All I know is that I would know if it was the right one for me.
Here I am again at crossroad number umpteen and it's to do with my artist-life which is to say, my life per se. For me, there's no separation between being and making stuff which may be called art. It's not a job or hobby or ambition but simply a characteristic, like my height or eye-colour or fingerprint. When I say I don't know if I'm on the right road, I don't mean that I'm wondering if I should be doing something else, like plumbing, or horticulture, or brain surgery. I'm not completely bonkers, there's reality, there are limitations. The art-making thing is a gift I was born with and that's that. The crossroads puzzle is about what to do with that gift which is the same thing as saying: what to do with my life? What shape should I give it?
Anyway, ruminating in this fashion I decided to put together a kind of retrospective catalogue of my paintings in the hope that the past trajectory can point the way to whatever my future (whatever's left of it!) may be. Like the photobooks of old drawings and of bookworks I made a while back, only one copy is being printed for my own use, but there's an online link that I can share.
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